What is the source of Sin? What is Sin, even? Well, it’s lies. It’s the lies we tell about ourselves, both to ourselves and others, which we then need to compound with other lies, to support those previous, until eventually, “drama” happens.
If we ask ourselves why we lie? The most common answer comes down to a feeling of lack. Do you remember that feeling? That nagging empty, hollow feeling? Do you know about this? Everyone has it. Everyone learns to hide it, which is in itself a lie. But many people end up concluding this lack (often of feeling loved, or of the ability to express it towards others) they feel means they are broken, and so they start lying about themselves to others. They pretend to be happy, when they are not, they start masking how they feel, the start seeking distractions from that feeling.
Society wants them to do that, at least, society makes them feel like society wants this. Society seems like it is insistent that everyone should confirm to “normal”, very few feel normal, until they have pretended to be normal, for long enough. Then they have brainwashed themselves, they have become their mask.
Now we have to ask about that hollowness. That feeling of something missing from ourselves, something that lets us know, we are not happy. That hollowness is a result of dissociations and distortions of our self-concept. Almost all of us, to a greater or lesser extent end our childhood with such dissociations.
This is because the majority of us have been taught to hide or reject aspects of our true selves, during their childhood.
I’ll give you an example. You’ve had a bad day at work, you just want a drink when you get home, no more hassle from anyone. You get home, and your 5 year old daughter throws herself at you with her latest picture. You say to your partner to take her away as you are tired. Your daughter, for whatever reason, decides for herself that it was her pictures fault that you did not hug her, she takes on the blame, she feels a loss. Every time this happens, your daughter will increasingly withdraw from expressing her art. Some daughters swear to themselves they will never draw again, for example.
All these issues that cause children upset, and which adults often shrug off and tell them to grow up. Reinforce and increase those dissociations. They will lose confidence, they will start to secretly see themselves as different to other kids. Not realising that they too have started pretending they are happy, or started showing off because they need someone to love them, or bullying, because their parents are bullies. Every child goes through this, every child has personality issues at puberty.
In addition, society has been rather slow to recognise this, and as a result our children tend to be left to themselves. and their dissociative thought-forms fester. These have ownership of part of the brain. When we are dissociative, we are not in command of 100% of self. We are not sovereign.
By applying unnatural and toxic behaviours to our children, we leave them all open to possession. Whilst they, themselves, may not be aware of it. Those aspects of themselves they have sent to their unconscious (not heard) part of the mind, sometimes end up choosing to teach them a harsh lesson. They can, as mine did, make death pacts, for example, with demons. They can open the door, let them in and insist that the demon do it’s will. As a result the individual starts to develop that depression, that drink problem, that drug problem, that behaviour problem, that narcissistic behaviour, which oddly, most successful middle managers tend to display.
Most don’t see depression as demon possession, and sometimes it’s not. But the demons need to walk the individual into isolation so they can work on them, and depression is one of many tools they have in their armoury. Over time, they will apply whatever screws they deem appropriate. The final destination can be one of several. Paranoid Schizophrenia might be amongst the most feared.
This is not the whole story. I have not, for example, mentioned the ego, and it’s role.
I just wanted to provide you with a quick summary of the process of sending people mad.
