You come from the depths of infinity

This journal entry tells the story of how false memories of abuse hid a golden secret inside me, and probably you too:

We are little possibilitiesin the endless probabilities of the universe.

I am part of nature, and nature is part of me. I am what I am in my communication and communion with all living things

From our guest author, Holly Fox. In order to engage the topics of the matterless, time, space and all things unseen with the naked eye (including your spirit), we will have to turn to the …

I’m looking for the face I had before the world was made.

I drifted into a light trance state, as I connected to a beautiful crystal consciousness, who took me on a journey…. we traveled through a wormhole, tunnel of light and colour, into space, into her memories, past planets and constellations, that seemed familiar, to a planet, that I recognized, as Tiamat Tiamat of the past, was destroyed, but fragments, had survived, and the crystaline consciousness, I had encountered, was a part of this planetery consciousness. she watched me looking deep into my heart and soul, desperate for me to see, and feel her. Taking my hand, she led me through caverns, of light, swirling ochre shades of pastel pinks, and creamy yellows, smooth walls, huge rock structures in carved curved circular, colour. till we came to a chamber of other beings….. They were tall, and glowing brightly, full of light, golden white, wearing long robes, with headdresses of gold, so bright I was barely able to make out their garment,s or features. I entered the chamber, some beings took me to a throne, sat me down, and treated my hands and feet, washing them and tending to them, clothing me in their own garments. As I relaxed and went into a trance within a trance, I could see written scripts, familiar text, of long forgotten language, in swirling charactors of light, as I was downloaded with the memories, and histories, of Tiamat’s consciousness. into my akash. We cried together, at the desolation, the destruction, the heartache, of her peoples, as I was overwhelmed with love and emotion… reassuring her, they were remembered, nothing is forgotten and they are… Eternally loved. – Seaopal

You were where our solar system was formed, you whispered something to me for eternal love and then you fell from my hands and everything became fire.

So what starts ascension for the individual? Ascension starts for the individual, when they start looking within, and when they start finding aspects of self that were lost and now can be reintegrated. The individual …